you're my daughter
If you murder, I love you
If you fail, I love you
If you never compare, I love you
Just know, you're my hidden consequence
I didn't know love and shame went hand in hand
Sunday, August 9, 2009
she sits there, unlike everyone
she is, unlike everyone
she watches them as she is, unlike everyone
nowhere anywhere is what she would call somewhere she belongs
it's been a week.
where is the blood?
what's so great about it that we do it?
what do we really want to achieve?
it's a mixture of everything.
there's something cursed about this month
there's something cursed
no matter who is there to support you, you're alone when the time comes.
at the pivotal, climactic moment, everyone falls away and there is only you to rely on
only your strength, your courage
grow some, or get some
Sunday, August 2, 2009
he does so, noticing the pained look in her eyes, he asks no questions, but complies.
he gently places her head on his shoulder, her forehead is wet with cold sweat
he feels her clenched.
he wants to say relax, but he thinks it.
he wants to say everything is okay, but he wills it.
he wants to say, i love you... and silence ensues.
he did not know the next morning she would be gone.
(a naturally happy disposition x a period of trial) / complete lack of support from loved ones = indulgence in all that is pleasurable NOW
thank you. math-genius not responsible.