Saturday, April 7, 2012

dated future: may 12, 2012

what I would not do to spend one night with you:


Wednesday, March 14, 2012


mind has ostracized heart from rest of body...
heart travels world and follows dream
dream actualized
mind wants heart back
mind needs heart back
heart comes back too big to fit in body
so heart shrinks itself,
because heart loves

Friday, November 4, 2011


if i ever become a vegetable (or handicapped - neck down) - here it is stated - please euthanize. Thank you.

in the event of my death, please cremate and ash my ashes driving cross country towards the setting sun.

lisa jihyun kwon

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Ha Ha Ha

I should feel more "blessed" than I should
because of how excellent I do in school.

and then I realize how I'm only doing this for my parents, still.
and fuck that shit. i'll get A's for days
and then middle fingers, tower high, if the world is still alive,
and i'll be struttin' out half superman
and half dip hip and stride



life DOES NOT EQUAL school

in fact

LIFE is so FAR from SCHOOL

it's almost comedic

how school is made so significant

in its (non)respect ---

and then again, there lies the tragedy...


past - nov. 4. 2011

wow, i don't recall ever... writing this post... but it does sound like me

Sunday, July 31, 2011

"please lord, don't let me be misunderstood"

(true stories)

Most people don't know the episodes of insanity I have experienced and how I cope w them as a drinker though I cry alcoholism, I am not one- I drink responsibly now for the past two years, but in all honesty I have never quite been a drinker--- I'd rather stay focused than drink...--another topic


I have seen my mother try to kill herself with a brown extension cord. Oddly reminds me of what I should have done while she was pushing me out of her womb.

I have seen myself want freedom yet my mother go insane my father do nothing but hold my mother back and my sister curse me in front of them and they not reprimand her for using such language as punishable before

I know what is left

I eat a plateful of shit everyday

And I refuse to eat anymore, not even a whiff
So if I hurt others in this time it's bc you have given me shit, big, pungent rotten back loaded explosive shit

Excuse me for hurling it straight back

Thursday, June 2, 2011

life is too short to be anything
but a joke

Monday, May 30, 2011

is it?

has it been? will it be?
will we see it when it comes,
whatever it may be?